My dear mom

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Its been so long since ,i got the urge to tell it ,to feel it ,to express it all  is hidden within my thoughts ,but as i suck in it so it had taken me forever to be able to put it forward but today i will put it in words all those things i always felt that did grow stronger with the upcoming days ...

The truth of my life still am trying to sort it out ,with everyday having something new to face , something new to learn with every up coming day understanding those bonds like threads  that connect us through with other humans ,some of these bonds breaks easily followed by pain and betrayals while others are opposite and than there are those rarest bonds which can't be replaced no matter what ....

Mom ,from the very start i never understand why you got angry at my mistakes and got worried even after scolding me through and through for them ,why did you tried to help me to correct them and got relieved on my success as always

 whenever i learn something new you were the most eager to praise me even if it take me forever to learn it and caused you trouble and headache as of course I didn't learn it without your help as always 

Whenever you felt depressed you hide it all with your smiles ,i tried to do the same but you know in an instant and helped me overcome it ,even i am such a clumsy myself i couldn't do anything when you are sad though my inside felt collapsed but still i no matter how much i tried i deemed useless but you still loved me as always

Whenever i wanted anything you helped me through it when i am troubled with something you were always there ,even when i got all those minor scars that feels so painful and i felt so lost within ,you did get worried so much and showed me the way to the sunshines, even when your scars are bleeding more than mines but that shining smile always penetrate through them as if they are nothing but i can feel the pain just by looking at them though i wanted to scream it out" i am here for you "but Everytime you did laughed  with my expression even when i am about to say  anything 


 I know words aren't enough and they never will be even if i continue to write for my whole life but still love you to the end of my life 

"Sorry and Thankyouuuu for everything "......  


Anam Zahrah 

Final year



Its been so long since ,i got the urge to tell it ,to feel it ,to express it all that is hidden within my thoughts ,but as i suck in it so it had taken me forever to be able to put it forward but today i will put it in words all those things i always felt that did grow stronger with the upcoming days ...


The truth of my life still am trying to sort it out ,with everyday having something new to face , something new to learn with every up coming day understanding those bonds like threads  that connect us through with other humans ,some of these bonds breaks easily followed by pain and betrayals while others are opposite and than there are those rarest bonds which can't be replaced no matter what ....


Mom ,from the very start i never understand why you got angry at my mistakes and got worried even after scolding me through and through for them ,why did you tried to help me to correct them and got relieved on my success as always


 whenever i learn something new you were the most eager to praise me even if it take me forever to learn it and caused you trouble and headache as of course I didn't learn it without your help as always 


Whenever you felt depressed you hide it all with your smiles ,i tried to do the same but you know in an instant and helped me overcome it ,even i am such a clumsy myself i couldn't do anything when you are sad though my inside felt collapsed but still i no matter how much i tried i deemed useless but you still loved me as always


Whenever i wanted anything you helped me through it when i am troubled with something you were always there ,even when i got all those minor scars that feels so painful and i felt so lost within ,you did get worried so much and showed me the way to the sunshines, even when your scars are bleeding more than mines but that shining smile always penetrate through them as if they are nothing but i can feel the pain just by looking at them though i wanted to scream it out" i am here for you "but Everytime you did laughed  with my expression even when i am about to say  anything 



 I know words aren't enough and they never will be even if i continue to write for my whole life but still love you to the end of my life 


"Sorry and Thankyouuuu for everything "......  



Anam Zahrah 


Final year



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